meet and right
it is meet and right / so to do – Episcopal prayer
I shall bring a part of my mother’s ashes
back to the hills of North Carolina
from whence she came
I shall lift mine eyes up unto these hills
from whence cometh my strength
I will bring just a part of my mother
back to those hills, one more time
it will have been ten years or more
since she last made the trip with a New York friend
to sit on my cousin’s deck in the afternoon shade
and drink gin and tonic, regard the blue mountains
I will bring a part of my mother back
to rejoin her revered father,
her distant mother, both buried in these hills
I will bring part of my mother back to her roots
the roots of the sturdy green galax
the roots of the fragrant balsam
the gnarly roots of the thicketed rhododendron
back to the place where she climbed Roan Mountain –
an enormous trip, with bedroll and Rumford
baking powder can, for making biscuits
at the top
I will bring her back
to where she first tasted alcohol at age (perhaps) 14
that clear white-hot corn liquor in a Mason jar
from a still, and never lost the taste
I will bring her back
to the place she rode Trixie, the pony
who threw her, fellow rebellious hellion
the other part of her ashes
will be scattered over Manhattan , at her request
where her heart is, though she has spoken longingly
of seeing the blue mountains one more time
but she is long since past the point of travel
and so, just a part of my mother
will come back home
with me
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